Sleepless nights

Have you seen the movie Insomnia? It's a good movie. A detective on a case in Alaska can't sleep due to the 24/7 daylight. I feel like that.
**Don't read on if you havn't seen it and you don't want to know the ending because I'm going to tell you how it ends**

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At the end of the movie he is shot and instead of fighting to stay alive he welcomes eternal rest. Ahhhhhhh, sleep would be wonderful.....